Posts Tagged cancer
Cheers: to Showtime for being nominated for a Technical Emmy for their Interactive Sports technology, and Dexter Interactive. I have been technical lead on their Showtime Boxing app for the past 18 months. Woot! You can see a demo of the application here: Showtime Boxing.
Cheers: to all of the Portland food carts downtown for providing me with ample lunchtime choices. My favorite by far is Rick’s Wild Seafood.
Cheers: to summer for finally showing up in Portland.
Cheers: to my friend Veanne who has kept her brilliant sense of humor throughout her battle with breast cancer.
Jeers: to the breast cancer and chemo that is making my friend Veanne feel like crap!
Cheers: to my friend Al in St. Petersburg, Florida for hosting me for a fun weekend in Florida. The Salvador Dali museum was the highlight of my trip.
Jeers: to the people two rows behind me on my red eye flight to Tampa who decided it was a good idea to watch a movie on their laptop without wearing headphones.
Jeers: to Hurricane Alex who made it rain the entire time I was in Florida!
Cheers: to Beth for taking me to see The Wailers at the KINK Live Performance Lounge on Tuesday.
Jeers: to BP for being so greedy.
Cheers: to Eleanor Reese Morse, who, together with her late husband A. Reynolds Morse, founded the Salvador Dali Museum in St. Petersburg, Florida. Mrs. Morse passed away the day before I toured the museum. Fantastic collection of Dali art. I took home a print of my favorite piece Nature Morte Vivanteb (Still Life–Fast Moving).
Cheers: to all of the people who will be walking the Survivor Lap at Relay for Life in Lake Oswego this weekend.
As I was sitting around the table at Starbucks this morning with my running buddies of 15 years, there was a common theme in the conversation. We were all more than happy to kiss the last decade goodbye.
When I look back at the last 10 years I realize that I have been through every major life crisis imaginable. I went through a divorce. I lost my mom. I had cancer not once but twice (I’m five years clear now, knock wood). I had to short sale a house I owned in L.A. I had to take a business partner to court. I was underemployed, and then unemployed. I ended the decade with a very destructive relationship.
We all watched our 401k plans shrink by half.
But even with all of that adversity I still saw the glass as half full. Every time I wanted to have a pity party I thought about the people who were worse off than me. I had a roof over my head. I wasn’t sleeping in my car or under a bridge. I survived cancer. In 2008 I won my court battle. And in 2009 I sold that house in L.A. and landed an awesome job. And in the Spring of this year I vowed to never again accept anything less than integrity, honesty and mutual respect in a relationship.
We all change over time, but I feel like I had a major life makeover. I truly believe that if you never know adversity and sorrow you can’t really appreciate joy.
May this decade bring us all an abundance of friends, family, love and joy. Happy new year everyone.
This blog was originally published on MySpace on May 21, 2009
I went for my bi-annual checkup with my dermatologist today, and when I left she handed me a piece of paper with the information on it about my most recent malignant melanoma and said, “You had a malignant melanoma in 2004. Just want to remind you of all the things you need to continue to do.”
Was she really saying what I thought she was saying? I quickly did the math in my head.
I have been cancer-free for five years.
At first I had no reaction whatsoever. It was like someone
had just said, “Have a nice day.” Then I walked to my car, took a deep breath
and cried. I didn’t feel it coming. I cried all the way to work.
I had no idea how buried my fear was until someone gave me permission to let it go.
The truth is you never completely let go of that fear once you have had cancer, because you know it’s always lurking. My cells already know how to mutate into deadly malignant melanoma. That much I know. So I have to respect that. They could choose to go rogue again at any moment.
We are mortal. Don’t forget that. Live and love while you can.
My cancer story: I am a Cancer Suvivor
I want to thank all of you who donated to my Relay for Life cause this year and last. If you don’t know my story you can read it here:
I’m a little more than halfway to my goal of $1000. I raised $5000 last year. If you donate $10 or more I’ll write a blog for you, topic of your choice.
The theme this year was: There’s No Place Like Hope.
A young girl who belted out “Somewhere Over the Rainbow.
A field of dreams.
The track lined with “Luminaria” bags that had candles burning in them all night long. The wind was high so we had a few that actually blew over and burned up.
The good news: children who kicked cancer’s ass. The bad news: there were an equal number of bags for children who didn’t.
My favorite booth. They were dressed like pirates. I bought a button that says “cancer sucks.”
I am a survivor!